Today i have a pleasant dream that esther give me a chance to be with her and i tell myself that i would not make her angry again. I was so happy until i cry but my mom wake me up and it spoil my dream.. But this is the second time that i dream .. I really hope the dream really came true..

After i wake up, i go on9 ,thn i saw her online too . After that i wanted to say hello to her but she reply me "y r u still puttng our pictures? zzz" thn i say "i cherish every pic that we have"

then she reply me "cus ure stubborn" but i wanted to reply "i been stubborn in a good sense"

but she offline ... :( :(

Thn i waited for the rain become a drizzling . when it became the drizzling i went to the gym..

i went to the gym i ask one of the person over there teach me more about how to gain muscle

finish my gym i go cosway point bought some food to eat.. thn i go bought cheese cake for my family..

today i just make a good deed that is helping the person bought a thing.. they say help the poor children .. she say *good heart really have good deed* n i buy it but i dont wan any good deed , i just to have esther back to me.. that all i wanted ..